不爽的最后一节

31/5/2010

Today I really wan to know why
every year also like that
every year no one celebrate to me
WHY~!?
WHY~!?
pls tell me WHY~!?


I wan call friend come out celebrate to me
also cannot
I dun wan like that~!
pls.......
U all know when I hear your answer
I'm very sad.....
Last year ......
Last Form 5.....
also cannot celebrate~


If after Form 5....I dun know have chance to celebrate again?
Why cannot give me a happy n warm birthday wo....?
SheMay birthday u also have celebrate to her
y cant celebrate with me wo....?
y no one will remember my birthday wo.....
Why wo.....
I dun wan every yaer alone to celebrate my birthday
I DUN WAN~!!!


If cannot celabrate to me....
NVM lah.....
习惯了
every year also like that....
I dun wan hope that day have good thing happen
maybe that day I will die
then u all will very remember my birthday n my name


no mood....very no mood




Mr ShuaiZai

UnHappy Day

27/5/2010


Today very unhappy
coz
Phoebe MC MF WaiLeng Qiinz Joey n Milk
did come to school
y dint tell to me??


yesterday MC MF say will come
coz WaiLeng teach Account
I juz know
have a 飞机 juz fly in front of me
Phoebe leh....
I dun know her~
She also say dun know want come onot


No one talk to me
I have try to talk with them(CYC gangs)
but no one talk with me only hear them talk
WeiToong n LinLin read love story book
so I dun wan kacau them


Then alone lo.....
Today the Koperasi last day sell biscuit to us
haiz.....what a Shit Headmaster
wan us buy food at canteen
also say canteen food is health n good
Damn U lah.....


Until sainz period
I help Ms Lim HJ mark the exam paper
coz i'm very very 得空
Last period is AddMath
we go to ' CC ' online


That is my school life
Hope only have one time like that
No more try~




Mr ShuaiZai

正日---0519

19/5/2010

Today is Phoebe Qiinz n MayLee BigBig Day
I'm so happy n they also happy
coz have many present

Phoebe n Qiinz

Qinnz best friends


Qiinz gift


MayLee gift

Phoebe gift


Qiinz gift

Qiinz gift

All gift together take photo ^^

I do this juz for 同年同月同日的寿星婆
Happy Burthday

This is our n you of three together
不管以后发生什么事
We Are Best Friends Forever Ever




Mr ShuaiZai

519 的前一天

18/5/2010

Tomolo is Phoebe Qiinz n MayL birthday
so today i wan go to buy present to them
Actually I dun know wan buy what present to Qiinz n MayL
but I know I wan buy what present to Phoebe
so....
2:30pm go bus stop take U432
In that time
I think....
I buy 3 Doughnut to them is OK lol.....
Bus is coming~

When I walk down from bus
I saw the sky so dark
I'm very scare
coz I need walk to the LRT there take bus back home

So....
I quickly go Big Apple buy 3 Doughnut
n
help Phoebe buy MayL present
wow.....
MayL present so expensive RM 14

After that I walk quickly walk to LRT there
Too Late~
the rain is start now....
so I cant take the bus now....
haiz.....
x What a Terrible Day x
I wait until 6:00pm something
also got raining
I know I cant wait until the rain stop
coz I scare my parents know me go out without their order
so I bravely walk in the rain to the bus stop
OMG~
the Big Apple so calm....

Wait....wait....wait....wait....
Finally the bus U432 arrive~
my heart wan quickly back home
very 着急.....==|||

OMG~!!!
What the Fuxx~!!!
Shit~!!!
Damn~!!!
my father at home wa.....
haiz....again~
I lie to my fahter I go out with my church friend
Damn it !!!
I dun know lie ppl again~
so pain.....

That night I'm so cold n have little bit fever
haiz.....
I juz want to say

x What a Terrible Day x


Mr ShuaiZai

Happy - Ing ( 下 )

15/5/2010

This is the Second Happy
4:45pm go SheMay House to prepare

6:15pm start walk to SJK(c) Serdang Baru 1
We all so Pai Sei....
coz want all teachers wait us in the bas....

until 7:00pm
我们抵达了目的地
我们全部很兴奋

这是唐老师亲手做的

蛋糕


到了之后
我们全部就很无聊的自恋起来了

CYC n PuiKin

Jos Ho ChunWeng n Jasper

PuiKin n Mr ShuaiZai

SiewMay CrystalLim n YuenKuan

I take the photo in toilet....hahaXD

x 厕所大合照 x
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老师的婚礼很多精彩的 SHOW

我们从来都没去过这样的婚礼

芭蕾舞

x Dun know what dance x

x Also dun know what dance x

x LaLa Dance x

x dun know this show name x

He sang song....
He is a LengZai o...
His brother also Geng
Not the guitar Ah Bek

This guy is our 6I 歌神
He sang two song
i) 分享
ii)双人舞

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Beautiful girl in front of me~ hehe^^(YK)

All 6I beautiful ~ I Love u All

This card we make to our lovely teacher

临走之前的大合照


今天真得很开心
我所期待的这一天
终于渡过完了
我已经有很久没有那么的 HIGH 了
今天我终于可以再次的见到她了

今天也是洁莹的大好日子
虽然我很想去
可是我有约在身
希望你在那里也可以和我一样玩得开心

x 生日快乐 x
x Happy Birthday x

Mr ShuaiZai

Happy - Ing ( 上 )

15/5/2010

Today I'm very very Happy
today is my BigDay
y??
coz ......

Minnie talk to me liao
Now
She did angry me
She play with me
She smile to me

today go school
coz hv gotong-royong
I ready dun wan go to school
but
I need to get back my Friendship
I wan get back Ms Minnie

so
I din go to tuition
my parent angry me....
but i hv reason de
I just dun wan tell them only

coz this is my Secret
I just dun wan my parent know it

HAPPY !!!
HAPPY !!!
HAPPY !!!
I LOVE TODAY !!!!


Mr ShuaiZai

真相

12/5/2010

今天的我心情有比较好
可是
真相却把我整个心情给搞砸了

我等了11天了
11天了
我终于知道了真相

可是这个真相并不好受
是个令人痛苦的真相
是个令人流泪的真相
是个令人伤心的真相
是个令人不舒服的真相

原来
她这样对我是因为
她知道我很喜欢她
她觉得我整天在她身边会令她有不舒服的感觉
所以她才会这样对待我

当我知道之后
我的心就好像有一把利刀插进我心
我的眼泪立刻就流出来
可是
我一直认下去
直到我一个人离开班上

当我回来时
我整个人的心情很DOWN
我根本就不想讲话
我只想一个人静下来
回到家也是如此

其实我很想跟你讲
我已经有心上人了
我知道
以前我对你的好是那种的好
我也承认我还喜欢你
可是
渐渐的
我对你的好是朋友的好

我也很谢谢你这样对我
因为只有这样我才能放弃你
谢谢你

不过
以后你可以告诉我吗?
不要让我自己猜
坦白跟我说
好吗?


Mr ShuaiZai

The 8th Day

10/5/2010

已经是第八天了.....
第八天了!!!!
我不想这样下去了......
我很辛苦啊.....
你知道吗???

你这样做....
我的心就好像每天都有玻璃碎刺我
很痛
很痛

i)我根本就不知道发生了什么事情
要你这样来对我?
ii)我到底做错了什么事情
要你这么的讨厌我?
iii)到底我哪里不对了或对不起你
要你对我那么的冷淡?

我真的不知道

你可以告诉我吗?
告诉我
什么事情?
什么原因?
做错什么?

现在的我就像自己一个人
在地球上的一个秘密墙角里
我不断的问自己
怪自己
生气自己
讨厌自己

每天在学校看见你都在避开你
因为我知道你根本就不要看到我

我真的有想过
我应不应该活在这个世界上?
我应不应该就这样了断自己?
在我回忆里
有开心的日子(40%)
有不开心的日子(61%)




Mr ShuaiZai

Not Mood

5/5/2010

Already 2 days No Mood
I'm so SAD~
Why you wan do like that to me......
pls talk with me....
pls chat with me....
pls play with me....

为什么要这样对我.....?
为什么?为什么?

i)你不再叫我去帮你买面包了
ii)你不再让我陪你一起下课了
iii)你不再让我帮你买饼干了
iv)你不再让我陪你一起放学了
v)你不在跟我说话了

算了.....
竟然是这样的话.....
大家就各走各的吧......



Mr ShuaiZai

心痛

29/4/2010

今天原以为会很开心的
哪儿知道
当她从校门口走进食堂时
我看见她的手受伤了

我就立刻过去陪她
我就问她发生什么事了
原来是她的狗咬她
OMG~

就在这一天
我什么事情都是帮她做
因为她的手受伤了

她今天整个人都无精打采
她整个人给别人的感觉很累
我看见她这个样子就很心痛
我知道她的手很痛
可是我却帮不到她
我觉得自己很无能

Mr ShuaiZai