EMO

4/2/2011


today go out with fren and teacher.

so happy with them :)

also have 2 angpao from teacher there.

tq. Mrs.Tang

then we go to Pizza Hut eat pizza.

so Delicious and Enjoy :)

then I sms with her.

----Secret SMS----

then she wan see me.

so I quickly take photo.

first time do like that.

I send 2 photo to her.

she so Like it. ^^

Haiz....

I'm so miss her a~!!!!!!!

non-stop thinking of her.....

still have 4 days.

tomolo I need go back to kem.

So miss my fren :[

and her :[



Mr.Nicolai JL

除夕夜

2/2/2011


第二天了。

我好想她。

我很想见她。

想念她的笑容。

想念她的声音。

她不在我的身边，我很不习惯。

不能陪在她的身边。

她闷的时候，不能立刻出现在她面前。

就只能用电话联络。

就只能在照片里一直看着她。

No Mood!!

Juz Dun Disturb Me!!

Except Her.




Mr.Nicolai JL

Home

1/2/2011


Today is Back Home Day.

who is in NS kem one will so Happy.

include me :)

I have 2 Excited thing.

1st is my house.

All change adi.

my dad said this end of the month

we must move to new House.

OMG~

holiday not like holiday one.

they Waiting me back to home is to....

Help Them Move And Clean Home.

Lucky I dun hv mohon Cuti lagi~

2nd thing is.

I dun like stay at home.

I love my NS life adi.

I so Miss my Fren and LazyGal.

miss them so so much.

miss until 2am sleep.



Mr.Nicolai JL

Wat A Fuck X-mas

24/12/2010


Hate this year X-mas!

Hate this year Birthday!

Same Type one!

Nothing different!

At my Birthday have Tuition!

At X-mas all Friends Dun Have Find Me.

"Zhong Se Qing You"

Ah~~~~!!!!!!!!!

So Boring! UnHappy! Angry!

Dun know Why?

I'm juz Spoil My Mood today.

Hate this 2010 year.

Not A Good Year.

It make me happen unhappy thing.

Yesterday also.

But I wanted thanks my friend. YK

Thanks her make my mood become Good Mood.

If Not.

I will Cry until Non-Stop.

Thanks a lot her.



Mr.Nicolai JL

Shabu-Shabu

19/12/2010

I'm so Happy today.

Happy until cannot rest at afternoon.

Make me so Tired n Hungry.

But is Good one.

coz have a Good Dinner at night.

Another One thing make me Happy 200%

is I can get her letter n I give her letter.

That letter is IMPORTANT to me now.

Last time I LOST letter that she write to me.

Now I will keep it Good and put a Safe place.

First is Chee Wai fetch us to buy Cake.

then we go to Shabu-Shabu there.

But is Too Early.

Me and Brandon juz See the Food go 1..2...3...round.

We need wait another friend n pur 6I teacher come.

then we can start eat.

Oh God~

Finally they came.

Then we strat to eat food.

We all so Enjoy that restoran food.

Then we all Smile together. Take photo together.

So Happy.

Unluckly is.

Have one Waiter take the Cake came out.

OMG~!!!!!

Hey! Foolish!! You know that Cake so Improtant onot?!!

You already Destroy our Surprise n our Mood.

You better Be Careful lah~

Next time you do it Again.

We will let you cant Do Work at Shabu-Shabu.

FIRE!!! YOU!!!

930pm

We all go to Pistop. 2nd round. :)

We celebrate teacher birthday.

In this moment.

I'm so so HAPPY~ ^^

coz she is the first time sit beside of me.

and we together playing. laughing.

This time I dun scare when I talk with her.

11pm

She need to back home.

Haiz.....so Fast.

Time is going Fast.

Then we all hear Brandan Tan Chic-Chat.

About 12am.

We need to said GoodBye to all.

Coz Is Time To Back To Home.

But I'm still miss her.

:(



Mr.Nicolai JL

Happy :]

17/12/2010


Today I go to Times Square.

With my friends.

First time go Times Square with friend.

First time take Different type of Train.

KTM. LRT. Monolio.

This time go out I already Take Passport go out.

So I no need Worry.

When we came to TS.

We so happy n Hungry.

First.

We go to ate breakfast at 10th floor.

then we start to Shopping.

Shopping.....shopping............

Until my leg beh tahan liao.

Always sit. sit. sit.

then PuiKin find a Dress to me.

The dress is for Ballnight one.

First time wear dress in front of my friend.

Haiz.

Mo Bian lah~

Promise them I will wear dress at that day.

Now I'm so Happy.

coz that day is Coming Soon.

19/12/2010.

I can see her liao n I can pass the letter to her.

And one thing is Happy.

Celebrate Birthday with my standard 6 teacher.

Mrs Tang.

I Love Her.

She is my Best Best Teacher in this World.

No one can take her place.

After Shabu-shabu.

Maybe have go to Pistop.

Next Round. Round 2. :)

We all friends can Crazy n Happy whole night.

:)



Mr.Nicolai JL

Over n Plan of 2011 :]

14/12/2010

My SPM is Over !

so many ppl find me go out.

I dun know I wan to go where Gang.

So many Gang I have it.

Last time I have one Gang that I Love it is MC Gang.

but now.

I get out this Gang already.

coz something.

Now I have Gang of EnLling. Cherly. n more.

all Gang have Program.

like Sing K. Time Square. MidValley. The Mines. Snooker. Movies.

Gathering. Birthday Party n Farewell Party.

The farewell party is for who have to go to NS.

I know the 3 months will fast get Over.

So Dun Worry Be Happy.

Now I wan to talk about my Plan for 2011.

I will go NS first.

2nd is fast fast go to learn Undang n Drive.

My friend said next year all will Change.

only 21 years old ppl or student can learn to drive.

but also no need Worry one.

After NS I will fast fast learn it.

Then.

I will study.

I dun know is College or University.

Juz wanna see my SPM result.

I will study IT subject.

or 2nd choice is Photograpy.

I like to take photo juz my father dun like I do it.

Sad :(

Take photo also can become Famous ppl.

No like Doctor. Loyal. Chef. more.

IT subject.

Maybe I will choose Design Picture n Create A Game.

I like play PC Game.

Exspcially is Call of Duty. Need for Speed. n more.

I like to use gun to shoot ppl.

haha XD (joke)

so this is my Plan.

I no need work for find money.

so good.

hehe :)

Secret:
I think I will find her go out and together celebrate Chrismats.
I will give her a Good Gift to her.
and Him also have.




Mr.Nicolai JL

Exiceted!! :]

4/12/2010

today I'm so so Excited.

I know my PLKN badge.

is the 1st badge.

at Rawang.

my friends said Good wo~

coz many Holiday at Feb.

Actually 1st badge only just have 2 months.

No 3 months.

go to PLKN also have money ma.

so Good Man. ;]

Another Good News is Raymong Ngik also Same Kem with me.

so so so n very very GOOD!!!

wahahaha :P

She also got PLKN.

she also 1st badge.

but she at Sepang.

Hope have friends Same Kem with her.

hope no one will Bully her. Fight her.

If have this thing happen.

I will do Same Thing to that Guy.

No matter He or She.

Who Bully my friend. Fight my friend.

I will Fuck n Suck her/he.



Mr.Nicolai JL

Good n Bad

25/11/2010


so lucky man~

my BM so good.

I done my BM paper so good.

but my ENG n SEJ not good lo~

my Eng so ' Lan ' .

I dun know what the words said.

n dun know their Mean.

I'm Just Do It!

Sejarah~

haha~!!!

they knows me but I dun know them.

I'm just write something that I know it.

n 乱写一通.

my friends said u need always write the Positive thing.

I dun know it true onot.

I'm always Just Do It.

Next week is Busy day.

Math.PM.Science.Add Math.

OMG~!!

I dun like the PM n A.Math.

coz I dun like 2 Hafal semua Nilai dan Format.

I'm hate 2 remember thing.

so God Bless Me lah~.

hope this few day I can remember all the thing.



Mr.Nicolai JL

Forever Friends

21/11/2010

today I think I wan 2 celebrate.

coz my friendship is back.

but not all back.

jus have 50% back only.

another 50% is in her hand.

I dun know how 2 say 2 her.

I scare I go 2 Apologize 2 her.

will Disturb her SPM n her Mood.

So maybe I will Apologize 2 her at Last Last day.

at 14/12/2010.

Hope it will work n done.

2 you. ;)

really thx ur Accept.

I think u hv saw my blog.

right? :)

nvm. juz saw it.

I dun care coz no secret at there.

If hv juz is the Pass Secret.

thx 2 u again.

coz u give me a chance 2 do ur friend.

u need study hard. man~

then ur SPM result will so Beautiful.

so Gambateh! man~

Good Luck (x10) ;)


Mr.Nicolai JL

No Angry n Hate now

19/11/2010


why u wan said me like that?

I dun have Angry n Hate you already.

I dun know what r you thinking about.

I Removed you is because u Angry n Hate me.

I dun wan u Unhappy n Hate me.

Is the Fast way 2 do like that.

Is you Block me first.

I ask u what I did wrong.

You dun answer me.

Then you just Block me.

You said me No Changed.

I also have asking you where I Copy you.

You also din answer 2 me.

I dun know how 2 do now.

Always said me Copy you.

Last time you can said like that.

But now.

I have Changed it.

Your blog said me is Because of Me.

Make you Unhappy. Upsad. Angry. Hate me.

Now I do the Best way.

Now you no need Angry me. Hate me. Unhappy.

I have been Try 2 do my best 2 Continue our Friendship.

But I'm so Tired now.

I just wan 2 Study Hard.

If you see this.

I apologize 2 you.

I know you never Forgive me.

N.

Good Luck your SPM.


Mr.Nicolai JL

Good Bye :( N See U Again :)

16/11/2010


今天是我人生中最后一次享受做学生的感觉。

以前很多人都不喜欢来学校。

可是现在有些人后悔了。

以后向来都不能来。

因为这一个地方不再属于我们的了。

以后要面对的不再是老师。

是残酷的世界。

不再是坐在班上读书。聊天。拍照。

是在社会上打混。

不再轻松。开心。没压力。

以后将来会面对更多的辛苦。压力。烦恼。

还要很 ' 谦卑 ' 的受人家的气。

在学校就算有几不爽都好。

老师还会原谅我们。

朋友也会原谅。体会我们。

可是到了外头的世界。

朋友如敌人。(有些)

他们可不会为你着想。关心你。原谅你。

他们只会为他们自己的钱。地位。权力。着想而已。

有一些可能会很记仇。故意要你死。不管什么方法都好。

在学校。

这一些通通都没有。

老师还是会祝福我们。

不管我们以前做错什么。埋怨过什么。

永远都会原谅我们。

现在到朋友了。

朋友。

是我人生中最重要的。

没有朋友。我早已自闭了。

没有朋友。我已不像人了。

没有朋友。我的成绩烂到不像样。

没有朋友。我不能开心了。

没有朋友。生日蛋糕就煲汤了。

朋友们。

我很高兴能够认识你们。

你们让我学习到很多东西。学问。

是你们让我的脑海里填满了颜色。

也是你们让我感受到友谊的存在。

没有你们。也没有今天的我。

无论如何以后你们在哪。

无论如何你们做错了什么。

无论如何以后是敌或友。

你永远都是我的最好的朋友。

永永远远。

;)



Mr.Nicolai JL

Wrong?

13/11/2010


today.

Mr LZ block her status.

I did anything wrong?

I already change all thing.

what do you want from me?!

can you tell to me?

why you always think yourself is Right?

why you juz selfish?

think that thing is juz is you??

No!!

you dun tell me the reason n dun ask me why?

why everybody like that one?

think she Right is Right?

What the Hell in this World?

you said me even change anything?

you juz Enough!!!

you dun like me.Juz say it.

In front of me.

dun said me behind of me.

you wan Angry.Hate me.

you like.


Mr.Nicolai JL

Wish

8/11/2010


Today, suddenly thought of this topic.

Was only an aspiration
.
But now I want one more.

The first is.

I want to read good books. College. To complete her mother's wish.

The second is.

I want my friendship back. I will apologize to her.

She then did not accept either. I do not mind. At least I tried.

The time now more and more closely.

There is a big test of 13 days.

I am a little nervous out.

Now go to where to get the book to be read out.

How much to read much. Better than none.

Before her mother died.

Once told me to study hard. Admitted to universities.

Continued for two.

I listened to a bit touched.

I remember my mother she a granddaughter.

Listen

Read phonetically

Mr.Nicolai JL

U 3 SUCK!!

7/11/2010


u 3 so SUCK!!!

u 3 make me Hate u n Angry 2 u!

what r u 3 thinking about??

is that was so Funny?!!

NO!!!

I know u 3 was a Rich ppl.

but u 3 cant do like that.

u 3 Laugh my mom?!

Fuck U Off!!

u 3 dun hv qualifications 2 laugh my mom!

U! Mr.Chen.

eat SHIT!! I know u so Rich~

but u Rich until so Suck!!

n U!! Mr.Hong!

teach ur son n daughter lah.

u haven teach ur son n ur daughter until so~Good.

Dont Come 2 Teach my mom.

Fuck U!!

why rich ppl must Disparage poor ppl??

r u all guys was looks Good n Nice??

Suck U n Fuck U~!!!


Mr.Nicolai JL

FRIDAY :)

1/11/2010


Happy Birthday 2 U.

My Best JiMui.

We go 2 FRIDAY eat special food.

2 me is Special 1.

coz is my 1st time go 2 Sunway eat FRIDAY.

FRIDAY food so delicious.

Maybe u will say me y u so OLD?

Haven go 2 FRIDAY?

that not funny.

coz I'm a poor ppl.

but I'm glad I'm a poor ppl.


Mr.Nicolai JL

SPM Coming Soon

30/10/2010


the SPM is Coming Soon.

after tomorrow 31/10/2010(Sunday).

juz left 23 day.

everyone always said.

' have many time de lah. dun WORRY lah.'

' go out lo. have a Tea night. see movie lo.'

but now i dun have mood 2 see movie.

no mood 2 Tea night.

if have. i will bring book 2 read.

now i really wanted 2 Anti-FB already.

my father change password already.

so i din hv on9 ONE month.

:[

but this will help me a lot.

help me can study n open the book do revision.

but i will go 2 CC on9 la.

also need see me hv money onot.

Study lo~

Math!
Science!
Akaun!
Moral!
Add Math!
BM!
BI!
BC!
Sejarah!

I'm Coming 2 Your Side Now~

Love u all~

n.

My lover 5L2 girls n boys.
Gambateh 2 ur SPM.
Dun play liao lo.
Is time 2 Fight!
Fight 2 our SPM.
Fight 2 our Future!
Yahooooo~!!!!!
:]



Mr.Nicolai JL

Sick :(

29/10/2010


Today.

i din go 2 school.

coz.

sick already.

ate something wrong 2 my stomach.

so i have a stomach-ache.

but this sick let me LAZY 1 day.

hahaXD

so Cool man~ :)


Mr.Nicolai JL

DuiBuQi + Angry

25/10/2010


sorry 2 my friend.

i put an aeroplane 2 u all.

so sorry~

next time i wont do again.

i'm Promise.

but i'm Angry 2.

coz the Fuck Vitz Han disturb my friend.

Hate that Stupid ppl.

y she wan 2 control YK?

if she hv this qualifications 2 control her?

No! Impossible!

n that F! no qualifications 2 do YK boy friend.

coz that Suck guy dun know what is Love.

I Hate that guy.

next time see you go out with YK again.

you better run away.

coz i will help JH 2 protect YK n let they together.

You?!

Get Out!

n dun wan come 2 our gathering.

you are juz a Outsider!

Not our Gang ppl n not our 6I friend.

if you try 2 do something that i cant accept.

you will Die until gao gao.

you try lah.

my all friend will Anti-Outsider!!!

Fuck U~!!!


Mr.Nicolai JL

Same Question

21/10/2010


this week so many ppl ask me Same Question.

they ask me.

r u really together with Jonny Chin.

i really dun know how 2 answer their question.

coz i really dun know i have together with him onot.

many ppl say me so put off n so fake.

i really dun have lah.

he also din ask me.

can i do ur boy friend.or.can u together with me.

i also confuse lo.

pls dun ask me.

u all go 2 ask him lah.

if i really together with him.

i will tell 2 u all de.

N today have one thing Special.

MrLou Zai add me.

walao a~

what a Horror day?

i cant believe it.

she add me in Facebook?

yes.really.

i also have Accept it.

but i think she wan 2 see my pic n my status.

see me have COPY her onot.

i think lah.

but i feel that.

i accept her is not a Good action.

i can feel that.

hope nothing happen.



Mr.Nicolai JL