Fuck Myself

29/3/2011


now the time is 405 am...

I dun sleep tonight.

23/3/2011 night...

I have done a Wrong thing.

I bring food go to her house.

her dog.......

bark her....in front of me....

I saw her suffer face but she still said NotThing...

I'm so Angry myself and my friend.

first time shout to my friend '' get into car!!! ''

I dun know how to said them...

mus have ONE time let you see her de....

but not now....not this moment....

when I get into the car....

so worry her and angry myself...

I'm No Mood adi :(

BAD MOOD!!

but still go to yam cha....

juz Hide my Bad Mood...

when I'm back home....

FB-ing.

I saw her Comment.

'' 原来。。很痛。。痛得眼泪都快掉下来了 ''

when I saw this....

my tears came out :(

coz I can feel that how hurt it's...

I cry inside my heart....

so suffer....

What I've Done??

maybe I should not go then she will not get hurt...

Is me...

All Is My Fault!!

I Hate Myself!!

I cant protect her...

I'm Do Nothing!!

juz a piece of Shit....

I cant forgive myself....

no smile adi....

cant smile anymore....

Sorry....dear~

Is me make you get hurt...

Is me.....



Mr.Nicolai JL