Strange

10/9/2011


strange night.

strange feeling.

don't know how to explain.

switch off the light.

stay in the dark place.

hear my lovely song.

to feel the strange feeling.

started at yesterday night.

am I too stress or emo person?

can u don't always perfunctory me?

I already try to do the best.

I know I'm the most worse person in this world.

I can't make anything perfect.

only get worst.

I know I can't make any promise to you.

coz the promise will make you get more hurt from me.

I know I'm useless.

do you feel happiness now?

am I have given happiness to you?

or....it's not happiness.

is burden?

I can't give you forever.

I can't give you anything that you need it.

no house...no car...and not a real man.

do you will remember our relationship until dead?

no matter you have married to someone else.

I'm so proud to myself.

coz I have had you is enough to me.

although I love you so much.

no one will know how deep that I love you.

no one will feel it.

they will only know how sad of me....

when that day come.

tonight I'm recognition myself...I'm thinking too much and much....

can I hug you now?

can I kiss you now?

can I cry in front of you?

now I knew it...I'm a weaker.

not the strong guy that you want me to be.

I'm sorry that I can't giving you everything.

I love you that I really love in my deep heart.

my mind full of lap sap now.

always think too much.

enough! stupid LB.




Mr.Lazy Boii